Dear Diary,
Does life ever scare you, when you're thinking about the outside world and how you're going to live, what job you're going to have, or if you're going to be homeless? Thoughts like that scare me. People say that God had plans for us since the day we were born. Who knows what's going to happen us as we grow; we could be destined to die at an early age, fate could place us as a homeless person, we could be the next president of the United States, we could become nuns or priests, or we could be just be a sad and lonely person the rest of our lives.
That's what scares me the most: the future. You know, growing up I've always been curious about my surroundings. When my mother would drive me to places, I would see homeless people dotting the sidewalks in tenets and clothes in tattered clothing. As I grew older, I would always think about that and the deaths of many people I would see on the news. Furthermore, when I see couples being happy together, thousands of thoughts float through my mind about my life in the future. Will I be married to a handsome man and have kids? Will I ever succeed in my aspirations of life and become homeless? Will I live to see 20? Will my parents die early and I would have to live with my aunt and uncle whom I barely trust? Life in the future actually does not scare me, it terrifies me.
Does life ever scare you, when you're thinking about the outside world and how you're going to live, what job you're going to have, or if you're going to be homeless? Thoughts like that scare me. People say that God had plans for us since the day we were born. Who knows what's going to happen us as we grow; we could be destined to die at an early age, fate could place us as a homeless person, we could be the next president of the United States, we could become nuns or priests, or we could be just be a sad and lonely person the rest of our lives.
That's what scares me the most: the future. You know, growing up I've always been curious about my surroundings. When my mother would drive me to places, I would see homeless people dotting the sidewalks in tenets and clothes in tattered clothing. As I grew older, I would always think about that and the deaths of many people I would see on the news. Furthermore, when I see couples being happy together, thousands of thoughts float through my mind about my life in the future. Will I be married to a handsome man and have kids? Will I ever succeed in my aspirations of life and become homeless? Will I live to see 20? Will my parents die early and I would have to live with my aunt and uncle whom I barely trust? Life in the future actually does not scare me, it terrifies me.