Dear Diary,
Instead of having low expectations of someone I had very high expectations for someone that meant a lot to me. I haven’t seen them in over a month and when I needed them the most they just bailed out and said they were busy. I would have canceled any plans that I had just to spend an hour with them, but when I invited them to my brother’s graduation they said, “I can’t just cancel my plans, just to go.”
This made me so mad and I thought they would always be there for me, they were not there when I needed them so I thought maybe they don’t deserve me when I’m at my best when they won’t be there for me when I needed them. We are still friends and I love them to death but if I keep letting them shut me down like that, then they soon are going to realize if I have any feelings left.
Instead of having low expectations of someone I had very high expectations for someone that meant a lot to me. I haven’t seen them in over a month and when I needed them the most they just bailed out and said they were busy. I would have canceled any plans that I had just to spend an hour with them, but when I invited them to my brother’s graduation they said, “I can’t just cancel my plans, just to go.”
This made me so mad and I thought they would always be there for me, they were not there when I needed them so I thought maybe they don’t deserve me when I’m at my best when they won’t be there for me when I needed them. We are still friends and I love them to death but if I keep letting them shut me down like that, then they soon are going to realize if I have any feelings left.