Dear Diary,
Today is my second week of middle school. Boy is it completely different from elementary school. Well, I mean, of course it’s going to be different considering my elementary school was public and my current middle school is private.
Everyone is so smart here. Supposedly this school is like 2 years ahead than a normal middle school. I used to be the smart one in elementary. Then again I also was the one that people bullied because I was a “nerd”. I also was the person that people would pretend to be friends with because they thought they could trick me into doing their work for them.
Here, I feel like the outsider once again. But this time, I feel dumb, not smart. Well, I knew it from the start it would be difficult since most of the population is Asian. The Asian race is very competitive with one another trying to be the smartest in the class. I just wonder — will I ever be normal? Or at least, will I ever fit in?
Today is my second week of middle school. Boy is it completely different from elementary school. Well, I mean, of course it’s going to be different considering my elementary school was public and my current middle school is private.
Everyone is so smart here. Supposedly this school is like 2 years ahead than a normal middle school. I used to be the smart one in elementary. Then again I also was the one that people bullied because I was a “nerd”. I also was the person that people would pretend to be friends with because they thought they could trick me into doing their work for them.
Here, I feel like the outsider once again. But this time, I feel dumb, not smart. Well, I knew it from the start it would be difficult since most of the population is Asian. The Asian race is very competitive with one another trying to be the smartest in the class. I just wonder — will I ever be normal? Or at least, will I ever fit in?