Dear Diary,
Losing someone that you were so close to feels like they are ripping your heart out and walking out your life like you never meant anything to them. He was my first real love. Even though he had treated me so badly I still cared and loved him. He had issues like everyone else his was just a lot worse and that's why I loved him so much. He needed me to get through it. He was getting more and more involved with drugs. He had cheated on me and I had felt so broken. My heart dropped out of my body and shattered everywhere on the floor. It was like everyone could see it fall out of me by the expression on my face. No matter what we were going through we promised each other that we would never cheat. He broke that promise and that was it. I couldn't take it anymore. After all we had gone through he still broke that trust we had. After a couple months he had stopped calling and texting. One day I got a call from a blocked number and I answered. It was him. I didn't recognize his voice. It was so different. It had been so long. He was telling me how he was going to fix everything and everything was going to perfect again. I told him I never wanted to see him again. He said "ok, I understand" and hung up the phone. I will forever love him even though he had hurt me in such a horrible way...