Dear Diary,
This one diary is very special because he has a lot of meaning behind it and I know how much pain everyone was during this period of time. This was the day when my parents said “You won't become anything in life”, I don't think I had ever felt this pain before. It had hurt me so much I felt like I was going to crumble and melt down because it came from the people that love me most but I took it to heart and used as much of it as possible and make it into something positive because that's how I live I block out the negativity and change into positivity.
I understood why they said that it just hurt because it's how lazy I can be, and it's true. I am lazy but it's because I play 2 sports year round and I also have to juggle my academics, family, and my girlfriend. All this stuff I live dearly and I will never be able to give up any of these things. To be honest, I haven't been able to look into my parents eyes and tell them I'm sorry for being lazy and screwing a lot of things up. I also feel like that they can't look at me now because that night when they told me that I got everything I need and I went on a 3-4 jog. Once they saw how I left they knew they had really hurt me, I didn't blow up on them or anything because I knew if I did we wouldn't be a loving family anymore, so I bottle everything up and I just write sometimes to let everything out.
This one diary is very special because he has a lot of meaning behind it and I know how much pain everyone was during this period of time. This was the day when my parents said “You won't become anything in life”, I don't think I had ever felt this pain before. It had hurt me so much I felt like I was going to crumble and melt down because it came from the people that love me most but I took it to heart and used as much of it as possible and make it into something positive because that's how I live I block out the negativity and change into positivity.
I understood why they said that it just hurt because it's how lazy I can be, and it's true. I am lazy but it's because I play 2 sports year round and I also have to juggle my academics, family, and my girlfriend. All this stuff I live dearly and I will never be able to give up any of these things. To be honest, I haven't been able to look into my parents eyes and tell them I'm sorry for being lazy and screwing a lot of things up. I also feel like that they can't look at me now because that night when they told me that I got everything I need and I went on a 3-4 jog. Once they saw how I left they knew they had really hurt me, I didn't blow up on them or anything because I knew if I did we wouldn't be a loving family anymore, so I bottle everything up and I just write sometimes to let everything out.